ANTI-ST.JOHN

Today , i viewed the photo taken by someone during the ST.JOHN competition ...
my division got two team took part , one ambulance cadet n one nursing cadet ...
the ambulance cadet get 3rd place for their short case ...
although nursing team din get anything , but they are really good enough ...

Once a time before , I really enjoyed that I am a ST.JOHN member ...
I hold a post after two years joining ST.JOHN ... i was so proud that I am a ST.JOHN member ..
I really love to do all the ST.JOHN punya stuff with all my frenzzz especially WINZHI n WEI QIAN ...
but , the story change at the fourth year ...
WINZHI n WEI QIAN change to other division + my chairman is a gurl that i dun really can do things together with her ..
I hate the way she ask people to do things , then she tell the officer that she did that her own ... others people are not doing their jobs ... WHAT THE FUCK

I really hate it !!!!
beside her , my two frenzz that always do things together wit me , we together get crazy , happy , sad and so on .... had left me ...T.T
and now i become ANTI-ST.JOHN punya fellow ...
i dun like to attend all those stupid meeting , dun like to take part in all those activities , dun like to go to ST.JOHN HQ seeing those officer and so on ....
many people are curious , they asked me , aren't you love so much of ST.JOHN n always stay active on it ??
my answer is , yes , i WAS loving ST.JOHN n active on it , but not now ...
but i still feel happy when i seeing my junior , my members all are busying with the ST.JOHN stuff n I'm willing to help them too ... hahaaa

anyway , now my school life are almost at the end ... I will not in-charging our ST.JOHN division 17 anymore ...
someone asked me , are u going to join ST.JOHN VAD after that
my answer : NO
i'm not going to care about what is happening abut ST.JOHN , except if my juniors got problem then can find me la ... but i think they won't la ...

And now , I'm ANTI-ST.JOHN ...
although I'm still a little bit more loving ST.JOHN , a little bit more missing ST.JOHN activities , especially kawad ..hahaaa .. i really MISS kawad so muchhhhhhh ,hahaa ... and I misssssss my ST.JOHN frenzzzz so much much much much muchhhhhh ...
errrrmmmmmmmmm ... i also dunno how to express my feeling now ...
is so confusing ...
i now not really like ST.JOHN but yet I'm missing all the things i had done in ST.JOHN ...
T.T .... whats the suck feeling is this ... haizzzzz ...

TAN YUN FEI , just dun think toooo muchhh baaa ... cheerrrrrr ... ^^ ( this is what i'm telling myself all the time )